inconsiderate assumptions

her eyes twinkle like the stars, her smile red-lipped and inviting beckons me close with one finger...

Sun, 05 May 2013 07:51:00 -0400

her eyes twinkle like the stars, her smile red-lipped and inviting

beckons me close with one finger drawl and to it, i submit

dizzy drunk and blind, i notice not the blood underneath her fingernails

im actually a lot happier than ive ever been in awhile!!! im so happy

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 04:01:29 -0400

im actually a lot happier than ive ever been in awhile!!! im so happy

she holds me with her forefinger and thumb, tells me how she wishes i was bigger. i hold her in the...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 04:22:52 -0400

she holds me with her forefinger and thumb,

tells me how she wishes i was bigger.

i hold her in the palm of my hand and cry,

i wish you were too.

and in her eyes, i saw stars burning hot and bright. she took my hands in hers, shell pink nails...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 04:21:58 -0400

and in her eyes, i saw stars burning hot and bright.

she took my hands in hers, shell pink nails glimmering in the moonlight.

she whispered sweet nothings that rolled off her tongue like waves,

and i forgot all my misgivings and kissed her heady for days.

and nobody is here and im all alone in the world.

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 08:11:59 -0400

and nobody is here and im all alone in the world.

Shh, do you hear that? That’s the sound of my heart bursting into a million fucking pieces.

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 14:53:10 -0400

Shh, do you hear that?

That’s the sound of my heart bursting into a million fucking pieces.

everything is horrible and yet everything isn’t? i’m happier online, i wonder why my...

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 13:59:19 -0400

everything is horrible and yet everything isn’t?

i’m happier online, i wonder why my parents can’t understand that.

i just want them to understand everything about me, i want them to fucking accept me why is that so hard?

i’ve been sighing too much.

i’m just so sick of being so fucking transparent. and i’m sick of moping and wasting...

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 07:24:59 -0400

i’m just so sick of being so fucking transparent.

and i’m sick of moping and wasting away, but i don’t know what else to do with myself.

let’s be real for once, if only for a moment. i want to kiss and hold and know that you feel...

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 07:23:49 -0400

let’s be real for once, if only for a moment.

i want to kiss and hold and know that you feel the same, too.

why must you prolong my torment?

allow me the gift of touching your curves and melding into you.

laugh until the tears come, and then cry unabashedly. as if anyone could tell the difference,...

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 04:43:19 -0400

laugh until the tears come, and then cry unabashedly.

as if anyone could tell the difference, anyway.

"I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second time, a bit later on,..."

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 03:59:00 -0400

“I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second time, a bit later on, when somebody says your name for the last time.”

- Banksy

"I know the world is watching now. And I wish the world could see, what I can see. Sometimes, you..."

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 03:48:00 -0400

“I know the world is watching now. And I wish the world could see, what I can see. Sometimes, you have to get up really high to understand how small you really are. I’m going home now.”

- Supersonic Skydiver, Felix Baumgartner.

a million and one people stand by on the sidelines. someone says, “i’ve got a bad...

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 03:42:00 -0400

a million and one people stand by on the sidelines.

someone says, “i’ve got a bad feeling, right now.”

only a million are left.

they say the eyes are the gateways to the soul, if that was true, then why, when i look into...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 10:44:30 -0500

they say the eyes are the gateways to the soul,

if that was true, then why,

when i look into yours,

all i see is myself,

and know that it’s a lie?

i curled my fingers around a shard of glass today, it was big enough to fit in the palm of my...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 10:43:43 -0500

i curled my fingers around a shard of glass today,

it was big enough to fit in the palm of my hand.

i saw them with you, and i drew blood from squeezing that glass too tight,

and i wanted them to bleed rivulets of red just like me.

i care little for words, actions speak it all.

show me your affection with kisses and touches, not your pleas and begs.

save all of that for the pretty, motionless mess i left for you in your room.

i just want to cry all day, i don’t understand why i’m so upset by this? the one person...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 07:02:54 -0500

i just want to cry all day, i don’t understand why i’m so upset by this?

the one person i go to about everything - and they aren’t there.

what am i going to do with myself? i’m about as hopeless as they are.

i’ve lost my importance, along the way. and nothing i can do will get it back. to you, i am...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 01:13:44 -0500

i’ve lost my importance, along the way.

and nothing i can do will get it back.

to you, i am someone who can only delay,

the inevitable split between us two.

and when it’s all over, i’ll blame it all on you.

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 01:07:39 -0500

and when it’s all over, i’ll blame it all on you.

swallow my screams with your mouth, i want to forget that i’m angry. blindly tearing the...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 00:55:32 -0500

swallow my screams with your mouth, i want to forget that i’m angry.

blindly tearing the sheets that cover the windows to uncover the light,

in this moment, i am the destroyer of worlds and i have come for you.

you welcome me, a smile that knows hurt and pain and everything inbetween.

swallow my sobs with your fingers, tell me that i’m still worthy of walking by your side.

i look you in the eyes and all i can see are the lies swimming in them. the soft, fettering kisses...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 00:51:28 -0500

i look you in the eyes and all i can see are the lies swimming in them.

the soft, fettering kisses to my jawline do nothing to sooth my weary mind,

and as i cry myself to sleep so many nights, the circles under my eyes blackening to the point of almost matching the color of my soul.

i lay here, listen to the steady thrum in my chest, and i want to crush it between my fingers like i did to everything else in my life.

the words that pass by my lips are; “fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.”